I really love running... I'm not a super-star at it that's for sure, and I have a long way to go with my fitness ... but I really do enjoy it. I had been doing a little running program to get my fitness up to running 5kms a day, but for some reason for a good few weeks I got out of the habit, life got busy, it got HOT etc etc excuses excuses. So last night I decided enough was enough and I was getting back on track with my program. Instead of doing the sensible thing and starting off at a good pace and building up again, I decided that I was going to not only run as far as I did before I stopped but I was also going to go FURTHER! Remember a few posts back where I said my mind doesn't stop?? Well that goes for when I'm running too...here is a little glimpse into my random thoughts while running...I think I may need to practice zoning out... my brain hurt as much as my body did after this little activity!!!!!
"So good to be running again, I can do this EASILY!"
"I ran 3.2kms a few weeks ago, so this time my goal will be 3.7kms"
"I wonder what runs they have coming up early next year, maybe I can train for one of those..., will look into that'
"mmm this is getting tough"
"Hey, maybe if I put up the speed, I can cover more distance, that's a good idea" (p.s it WASN'T a good idea!)
"this is hard"
"okay you can definitely do this, this is EASY! No problems... don't think about it.. just zone out.. "
"zoning out not working, stare at the label on the treadmill.. that will help"
"that's not helping, this is getting really hard, I think I might not last"
"I HAVE to last.. I can't stop now!"
"hey I might write about this on my blog.. "
"Damn, now I actually DO have to reach my goal otherwise I will look like a wimp"
"I guess, I don't HAVE to write it on my blog, which means I could actually stop running now...."
"DON'T stop running - you'll be so disappointed in yourself if you stop running"
"Okay I can DO THIS.. I REALLY CAN, you went through a ridiculous number of hours of labour TWO times, surely you can run a measly 3.7kms...!!!"
"ABSOLUTELY I CAN! LET'S GO!"
"I think I'm dying, my legs are feeling funny... I think this may be worse than labour.. "
"Okay.. it's not worse than labour but it feels PRETTY BAD"
"Least with labour at the end of it I got a cute babies.. what do I get from this running?!!! NOTHING.. well maybe not nothing, I get satisfaction.. I get fitter..it's good for me"
"NOPE NOT WORTH IT!!! it's not worth it!... okay maybe it is worth it... those are good things"
"Oh.my.gosh... I am not going to make it.. this is torture.."
"You can't stop now you only have 5 minutes to go"
"2 mins.. why do I do this to myself..."
"30 seconds... 3.6kms is stuck... it's NOT MOVING... why wont it change to 3.7kms?????!!!!! I really am going to die!!!!... "
"I DID IT!!! YAY!!! That wasn't so bad! I could do it easily! I'm going to do this every day, that's a great idea!"